So I'm into my 6th week. And so far, the only symptoms I've had consistently are sore bbs, bloating, cramping on and off, smell aversions, night sweats, pee during night and fatigue/constant yawning usually starting around 3 in the afternoon. I've been able to eat fine, go #2, and haven't yet thrown up.
Oh how badly I want to throw up.
I feel like I'm in limbo land. I don't want to look back onto my posts next week and feel like an idiot for listing symptoms when there is no baby found on the u/s. There, I said it outloud. My greatest fear that I've been suppressing is out there for all to see. I am trying my best in reciting my Daily Mantra but I won't lie, it has not been easy.
Recently, whenever DH and I talk about the near future - i.e. when planning our June trip, when talking about whether or not he will take more courses this year for his accreditation, it all leads back to 'if' things are going to be different then. 'If' November will be crazy busy for us with a new baby - or 'if' it will be business as usual.
Next Wednesday can't get here fast enough. I just want the m/s to start kicking in so I can be somewhat reassured.
Prayers needed, thanks!!
p.s. Thanks to the newbies who dropped me a line in the last post - it's great to meet all of you and I'm following you now as well :)