but wait, but I am in the middle of another 2WW - so what gives?
I'm really happy, actually, that I am in this place right now and not where I was around this time the last cycle. I had been praying for peace and for comfort and my prayers have really been answered. I am going into this last leg of the 2WW thinking that hey, I'm doing what my specialist told me to do, (I started the anti-thyroid antibodies a few weeks ago, and started my prog. suppositories on Day 18) I'm eating well, etc. so if there is a baby baking inside right now that's great, I'm doing the right things - and by chance if it's not this cycle, then it's ok as well.
The suppositories are not that bad actually, so either I'm putting it in the wrong place, or I just have a higher tolerance for icky stuff. Either way, it hasn't changed my world too much. I have been feeling really sluggish lately so not sure if that's a side effect or maybe my body is saying EXERCISE ME (oh man I've been in a slump!) - but other than that, not much to report. My bbs were sore prior to me starting the progesterone and I had crampy feelings but I am not going to read too much into anything at this point.
My dr. wants me to go in for a blood test next Tuesday so if it's positive, then hooray we go onto the next step, but if not, I'm hopping off the progesterone to let AF come.
I ask that you continue to pray that I stay in this peaceful state - b/c who knows what the tail end of this is going to look like ;0)
Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails - Proverbs 19:21